| Location | Santa Paula |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 10/2006 |
| Date of Death | 10/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,217 since 11/06/2008 |
| Creator |
Janelle was the one and only girl in my life. I had waited for her for such a long time! I was raised by my father and brother. So I really longed for a mother daughter relationship since I had already had two boys. Johnny boy and Jacob. They were 2 and 3 when this had happend the day god decieded he wanted his little angel back.
Janelle was a very easy going little girl who loved her brothers dearly and they adored her as well. She was my little mini me.
The reason she is gone today I still dont really know. All I know is that she was at the babysitters house while I was at work. I have trusted this women for 3yrs already with my boys and everything. I get a call stating that she had stopped breathing and to go to the hospital. I rushed from work and no one would tell me anything. I knew I just knew it wasnt good. I get to the hospital and there is a lady standing in the front and asked if I was Meagan and I replied yes but really wanted to say no because I knew. I didnt want to believe it. I thought to myself dont take me to a room take me to the ER but of course it was labled "quiet room" my dad was in there cring I just broke down screeming saying no no no I need to see her I really need to see her. They took me to a room where she was just lying there all alone with no blanket or anything. I just held her for hours as longs as they would let me. Just in shock to this day I dont know why but I miss her to death. The sad thing is that my two little boys saw what had happend. I asked them later that night what had happend. They said they saw Janelle close her eyes real tight and then she didnt open them. They witness her having a seizure because her temperature was 107! The babysitter didnt notice anything. I still havent talked to her I just cant I'm too hurt! but if anyone is choosing a babysitter just choose wisely I thought I had and she had been watching my children for 3 yrs straight. well thats my story. God bless you all!!
Daddy please don't look so sad,
Mummy don't you cry,
Cause i'm in the arms of angels,
And they sing me lullabies.
Please try not to question god,
Don't think he is unkind,
Don't think he sent me to you,
And then he changed his mind.
You see I am a special child,
I'm needed up above,
I'm the special gift you gave him,
The product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
Just watch the stars at night,
Find the brightest star thats gleaming,
That's my halos brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
That mists your window pane,
Thats me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
And when you feel a gentle breeze,
From a gentle wind that blows,
Thats me, I will be planting,
A kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child at play,
And your heart feels a little tug,
That's only me once again,
Giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy please don't look so sad,
And Mammy don't you cry,
I'm in the arms of Angels,
And they sing me lullabies.
Beautiful little princess
To a beautiful angel in heaven above i wish you goodnight..And send u all my love sweet dreams precious one xx
⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Written by: Dolly Lee
Precious Child
by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
sweet angel
i came across you while looking for a family member i saw your little sweet angelic face. to your mum i have to say i dont know your pain even though i am a mum and i hope i never have to you did nothing wrong you trusted the babysitter but anyone who misses a tempreture that high the babysitter was negligent in my eyes. your angel is near you always i hope your pain eases in time but i know you will never fully recover all my love a passerby from england uk xx
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
~ Author unknown
Beautiful angel Janelle
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angel as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know they miss you so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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so beautiful
so sorry for ure loss just soo beautiful, i understand what u said abou the mumn daughter relationship too
xxxx
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ellie marritts mum
Your tragic story is similar to mine
Im so sorry for your loss. I came across your beautiful little girls site and felt I had to write after reading your tribute. My little girl,my only child, was nearly three years old when she passed away at nursery in November. My painful memory of what happened at the hospital that day is so so similar to yours. You dont expect to leave your child in someones care and never see them again, its a huge shock. My daughter was a healthy little girl that I struggled to have. She wasnt being supervised properly and was found hanging from a playhouse in the garden. She had already died when i got to the hospital. The girls responsible for my child couldnt account for her for a long period of time, and they were using mobile phones. My daughters case continues.
I know it may not be the same situation, but I know the pain and shock of loosing a child in a place of trust. Please feel free to contact me if you want to speak. xxx
There is a little corner
Where I visit everyday
No-one knows I go there
Or how long that I stay
In this little corner
I speak to you alone
I imagine what it would be like
To have you back at home
In this little corner
I hold you really tight
I cuddle, kiss and squeeze you
What a pretty sight
In this little corner
I tuck you up to sleep
Another cuddle another weep
Where is this little corner
Where we never are apart
It's where I always have you with me
It's the corner of my heart. xx
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